nov.05.2004
Now I know what those other sites (opensource development, scanlations, etc...) feels when they really want to update their site but they can't because they're busy and all that. I have a new layout and a new host, but I'm still not using it because, well, the site itself is not finished. And then now I'm working on a project where the deadline seems to be avoiding us. I just hope it would end, because the deadline thing is kinda pressuring me, knowing that tomorrow is the day, but then again maybe not, and then I continue on improving the code and stuff. And another thing is that I can't get my focus. Something has been bothering me, and it's bothering me even more. And my temperature has been jumping up and down 37-39 degrees. But I'm okay... just like the band, My Chemical Romance's song.
::how jedi are you? ::
Saw this thing somewhere. A Jedi test of some sort. I like this part,
ideally, your lightsaber would be:
double-ended and just as red as my face
But that wasn't my answer. I simply use the force to f#ck people up with lightning.
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jul.07.2004
i started drawing sometime few months ago. i have naturally chosen a style and i like it. im craving to be able to do that uber shading skills. my monitor is now has a real RGB screen. red on the center, green on the lower corners, and blue on the upper corners. -_-. the earth-shatter thing on one of my blogs below has been set. it could be sooner or a lot later. but i know it's coming. im just waiting.
last june 15, i started on C++ WinAPI. that was also the last day i did it. only got to make a notepad that doesn't save (it does, but the file will be blank, DUH!). i dont intend to stop from there. gonna start a website in my "workplace". atleast, we could've had something to do. also started playing ragnarok again. just saving bits and bits of my money for load (i borrowed some money but i wasted half of it on yosi and beer). i hope the host they plan to put the site on has php or i won't be doing anything. the design and all will be done by them. all i want is the coding area. ill be continuing my drawings in that place.
having my world be shattered little by little is exasperating. but all i can do in my disposition is smile blankly and stare into space. and damn! last sunday i bought this cheap cigar called More™ and it sucks! i swear, never again. i miss my winston reds. T_T... my lungs are suffering (as it's not, smoking in general).
i was about to upload this page, but im down to my last stick, the wish stick! yes, i bought a pack, and now for my wish. More™... i wish i never see you again! Alrighty! Uploading...
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may.13.2003
added a link on the anime page. the site is cool. some jap lessons, audio archives, etc.... it's called Philippine Anime Directory. The author's favorite seems to be Angelic Layer.
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apr.08.2003
it's been a while since my last update. i had problems with accessibility. no update for now (like usual). im working on something in php/mysql and im spending all my time for it. it's a challenge to myself and it's something i really want to do.
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dec.17.2002
haven't updated for a while since... i have no mood. and i was saying a long time ago that i wanted to be a web developer. i guess if i have a job im fired. i almost forgot all those CCS content i've collected. and last week, i collected some batman beyond stuff too. i just didn't know where to put it so ill probably put it in the anime page. maybe ill change anime to animation. but then again, the name is too long for the menu. -_-. last night i had a weird dream. so i had this dream and blah blah, then i woke up (still in the dream). i told myself, so i was only dreaming. as if i woke up in another world where i have lived all my life. i did things i thought i was doing every morning. we had a store (not in the real world) and just managed it as if i was doing it everyday. someone bought something, i even looked at the logbook for prices and stuff. imagining things can be instantaneous, but i didn't have the time to think about what's supposed to be this and that. so this is one of those i'll mark as strange ones.
i wanted to start doing those dead pages in Detective Conan but i've uninstalled my image editor just to free up some space. it wont be long enough for me to remove starcraft as well. but then, i think i'll go first with some mangascans i don't read anymore. later i'll delete more, but of course, making sure someone i know has a copy. a little more inspiration and i might give myself the second chance to try and draw again. if not, it's nothing new.
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